The Rules of the TunnelBy: Ned Zeman A journalist faces his toughest assignment: profiling himself as he struggles with mood disorders, memory, shock treatment therapy, and the quest to get back to normal. Twenty five million Americans suffer from clinical depression. But Ned Zeman never thought hed be one of them. He had a great life and thriving career at Vanity Fair. Then, at age thirty two, anxiety and depression gripped Zeman with increasing violence and consequences.